~AnimeFiend

Hey everyone! So I just got back from Anime Expo and it was a total blast!! I've never had so much fun, ever, and the costumes and events and everything were just...AMAZING.

I met some awesome friends and it was just great to be surrounded by people who were just as nerdy as I am! XD This girl who was in my hotel was telling me every other con pales in comparison to AX, and I totally believe her XD I can't wait for next year!

This year I cosplayed Sexy no Jutsu Chouji and Gijinka (Human) Charmander in an original maid design. Maybe if I'm brave enough I'll post some pictures of myself. ^_~ I'll definitely post pictures of everyone else I saw, though.

I spent...WAAAY too much money while I was there. Mostly on Reborn! merchandise and yaoi manga XD I had so much swag to carry on our way back, and half of it is still with , as I very intelligently left it in her car.

I had SO much fun with everyone I went with, too X3 I drove up with and , and we communicated with the other half of our group through walkie talkies...a process which was made of epic win. (Nothing like flying down the freeway talking to the car behind you on a radio.) It was awesome XD And watching Avatar and ordering roomservice on the last day was the perfect way to top it off <3

---*frowny face rant*---

I haven't really checked any of my internet forums and e-mails and profiles and such until now, which I guess was a good thing, because as usual that one particular rp forum got me depressed again . Maybe I shouldn't check it anymore...but its got such a good story and basis that its hard for me to let go. Still, its never fun to be reminded of how easily you're replaced by someone you really care about...you know that they're irreplaceable to you, so it hurts to see how utterly replaceable you were to them, despite everything you had together. *sighs*

But, like my mom says, there's nothing you can do to change people's feelings. You can simply wish them the best, and hope for the best for yourself. Hopefully I'll get to the point where I just want them to be happy, even if that means they forget about me.

That on top of the death of my bunny and my health problems has been pretty hard to deal with, though on a happier/more entertaining note...

---*smiley face rant*---

I have 5 bunnies living at my house right now! X_X We went to go get one bunny a few weeks after my bunny died, a little black and white baby we saw on the internet, named Tommy. Well, when we got to the shelter, we found out that both Tommy and his mommy were meant to go to snake food, so we adopted them both. And then, when we got home, our neighbor gave us HIS huge farm bunny that he couldn't take care of (and then demanded payment for it later >_> not cool.)And then, less than a week later, Tommys mommy, who we named Mami, started building a nest...and had BABIES.

She had ten, but only two survived. (It was a rather traumatizing experience for me...as I hadn't expected to see that. Mother rabbits eat their stillborn young o_o...and four were stillborn.)The two are named Chico and Moo. Chico looks incredibly similar to my old bunny, with the exact same markings and color, just has an extra stripe on his face. Moo(who has cow-like color markings) was born with a deformed arm that kinda sticks out, so when he walks he looks like a little seal, or a frog. Its actually really cute X3. We nicknamed him Moobit.

So now, I have Tommy, Mami, Chico, Moo, and the big farm bunny, Playboy (who I nicknamed Manly). Tommy has to be seperated from the babies and from Playboy, who would hurt him, so he's all alone in the playroom. Playboy has run of the house, and Mami, Chico, and Moo are all cooped in my room. We're looking for a home for Playboy and possibly Mami...which will be hard because we love them all. But Playboy is just too big to play well with the others and Mami was kept pregnant her whole life to use her babies as snake food, so she's pretty traumatized and doesn't like to be around her babies.

I still really miss my bunny, though, and nothing and no one can ever replace him. He was incredibly special and he loved us so much, and we love him back, still. But these little cuties have been a big distraction from the pain of having lost him. Which I suppose is a good thing. XD
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And so goes my life! XD